Another friend posted a status update on her FB profile a few days ago about how life really does get better when you get older and isn't over at 23 like you once thought :) Yes, it brought a smile on my face, but also got me thinking that my life had barely begun at 23 and did I even have a life before Teemu? Now, of course I did and I don't want to offend anyone who was already in my life back then. I wasn't miserable before or anything like that, I just wasn't yet aware what would come down my way and how truly amazing and wonderful my life would soon get. It's like before him it was the prelude music of my life and getting married and having my kids has added so many nuances and turned my life into a beautiful symphony. It's even hard to think back at your life before Teemu. I was thinking the other day how I don't even remember how the other guys kissed before and how it felt. It feels like I've been kissing and loving Teemu forever.
So is this what it's come down to? Only couple of years ago I thought: "10 years, wow, that was quick" and now it feels like I've been married forever. After only 12 years. How amazing years they've been so far and I have a feeling that it's only gonna get better. I used to feel a bit sorry that I didn't get to do more before I got married. That I didn't travel and see the world more etc and now I don't feel sorry about it at all. I'd so much rather see the world with Teemu by my side. Seeing it with him just makes it so much more worth seeing.
I'm not gonna even apologize for getting all so gooey and sentimental. There's nothing to apologize about how I feel about my marriage. It's awesome! And like one of the finnish songs say it: I wouldn't change a day!
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I hope you guys have an awesome anniversary and have fun celebrating.
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